I don`t think he`ll ever understand. He wants me to live a life where I go to school, go home, do chores, then do homework. My dad thinks that you can start living your life after you get a good job and money. I`m thinking quite the opposite. We only live this age once. A teenager is the peak of…
just talked to my dad , he`s really disappointed in me. i wanna change , but its kinda hard. esp. smoking. quitting is gnna be a hassle. buht if my friends can do it , then i can do it . after last friday, i feel like a different person, but haven`t done any actions to show that i`m different. hmm. we`ll see .
Haha , i still never apologized to yu ! it`s cos im super scared of yu now, like, yer extremely intimidating . Yeah, well , sorry =/ . ahah , seems like yu hate me ALOT now . its okay tho, we weren`t friends to begin with. i feeel bad . i`m just someone who always fucks things up. i wanted to be friends with yu, but yeah. ahaha. okay . um byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
I don`t think he`ll ever understand. He wants me to live a life where I go to school, go home, do chores, then do homework. My dad thinks that you can start living your life after you get a good job and money. I`m thinking quite the opposite. We only live this age once. A teenager is the peak of yer life and you should be going out and having fun, but at the same time, doing good in school. When one finds that perfect balance of school and fucking around time, i think that`s when they`re living the life. I`m just a kid . I know school is extremely important and it`s gnna help in the future, but for now, i`m just tryna go out with my friends, fuck around, get fucked up, and do whatever ! As long as i`m still doing my part of getting an education. I can`t be going out and getting fucked up when i`m older and i have a family to take care of. There`s so much shit that yu can do now, that yu can`t do later. And how can my dad tell me who to hangout with and who not to hangout with . Friends don`t control your actions. YOU control your actions. But i guess i can understand since he came from such a traditional lifestyle, that he is just raising me the way he was raised. He`ll never understand and i wish that he would. Just remember that you only live life once, so do whatever you want, but at the same time, play it smart. and don`t regret anything .
the day at the beach was perfect . me and a whole bunch of friends just finished up with the bonfire and loading our things back into the car . while getting the leftover firewood i saw her bend over reaching over for something in the sand ….
Until I get ontop of my shit. No more smoking. No more drinking. No more drugs. I’m fucking done.
Damn , honestly. I wish i do the same with you, but you`re a stronger individual than me. We both got caught up and got away from the law. Now its just a battle between us and our morals . I know that stopping all that shit is gnna be hard, buht remember that i`m here for yu . And if yu need anything, just himme up. Stay up .
Let me get this off my chest real quick, don't pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars and make a wish or don't wait till 11:11 to make a wish or don't even wait till your birthday to make a wish, if you wanna make a fuckin wish just fuckin wish already holy shit...